on my mind this morning
late last night i was feeling a little melancholy.
just feeling like certain blessings that [i feel] like
i have been really patient waiting & working for aren't coming.
things that i feel are righteous desires seem to be out of reach for me.
my initial reaction to this, is to think:
am doing something wrong?
am i not having enough faith?
am i not being [good] enough to deserve it?
but after really thinking about it and feeling those feelings & think those thoughts,
i still find hope.
i know that the lord will work it all out.
he'll send me what i need, when i need it.
because he loves me.
and knows what i need more than i know what i need.
i think we all have things we wonder about these days.
politics are crazy.
the world is unsafe.
things are uncertain.
but i know that
daring to dream,
having hope for a better time,
doing all that i can....
being realistic-but not cynical,
and just being grateful for what i have in THIS moment,
is what will make me truly happy.
have a great day. ♥